This… Is the inside of my van.
It… Is… A… Mess.
No matter how often I clean it, it always ends up like this.
And you know what?
It… Is… Okay.
Its been cold. I have three small children. I am very busy.
There are days that I could have made the choice to bundle up and go clean it.
I made hot chocolate and cookies.
Or had a dance party.
Instead of having guilt every time I open the door…
I made a decision today to be joyful for the moments I had with my children that I will never get back.
The moments that were not wasted.
One of these days I will (or I might) clean my van… while they’re at school and I am home alone… (maybe).
I’m going to build a snowman.